I really can't believe that I've managed to push this shit aside for once.
Maybe it's just because I've taken on a new set of stresses.
Hmmm...I'm not sure but it sure feels a lot better than that deep hatred I had for the world.
Now I've just got to make it through this semester and I'll know that I can survive practically anything.
I love the Academy and all, I really do, but, holy fuck is it ever challenging.
I wish it wasn't all happening so fast. Then maybe I'd have the chance to do the best that I can and actually be rewarded for it, rather than receive "c" after "c". It's a bit frustrating to work your ass off on something, only to end up with this shitty grade in the end.
Oh well. If I make it through these 2 classes, I've been told I'll be in good shape at that point.
Let's hope for the best.
Ugh...
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