fuck->this->school.

I can't even believe how fucked up this whole situation is.

When I first got accepted into the Academy of Art University I was so incredibly excited, but now I find myself wondering if it was a mistake.

I was told that I would be receiving 50% off of my Fall tuition, and I'm taking four classes, so in my opinion, that meant that two of my classes in the Fall semester were going to be free. PLEASE correct me if I seem wrong about this, but I highly doubt you will.

I also haven't even found out what I'm getting for financial aid for the semester and it starts in six days. I find this ridiculous that I haven't yet received an award letter, and even when I do get it, I more than likely won't be able to afford my tuition payment due to the lack of grant money from my portfolio submission.

I don't have a clue what to do now.

Do I just wait until I see how much money I get?

Or do I say "fuck it"?

I'm not a quitter, and everything about this school still makes me ache for more knowledge, but it just seems like this is a money pit; a black, endless hole that never seems to show you the way out.

I hate how money rules this world with a blackened heart,

not caring who it helps, hurts or fails.

Lots to think about...

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