But Once You Do Hit The Bottom, You've Still Got To Get Up.

I find myself quite contradictory sometimes.
And Yes, I am a very confusing individual.
But I wouldn't be me if I acted any other way.
And, due to the fact that I feel so fucking lost these days, I need to hold on to every part of myself that is real.

I must admit, I feel a little better.
There is no longer such a large, gaping hole in my chest. And with how far I've gotten to this point, I'd say I can breathe a tiny bit easier. {But only just a tiny bit.} We wouldn't want ourselves to get too carried away now, would we??

To be honest with you, I don't give a fuck who reads this. And if you don't give a fuck about me or my problems, you're not the first person to probably feel that way. But I do love how I can test this out. It's good for my book. A little trial and error never hurt anyone, did it?
So, if you do even kind of give a fuck, I'd love your input, because I plan on adding this shit and if it sounds retarded, well, I'll probably still add it anyways.
Because I am me, and I really don't care who agrees and who doesn't.
I'll still feel the same in the end.

For now, we part ways.